ponedeljek, 19. januar 2015

Day dreaming :)

In my last blog about this crazy road trip to Lapland i promised in the next blog i will write about day dreaming :)
Last week i was thinking and reading a lot about dreaming, ok i was always interested in dreams, deja vu and their meanings....but this time i was focusing more about day dreaming which in my point of view means short daily escape from reality. I dont know how to express me better but i suppose you know what i mean. I was reading a lot about what people think and how they feel about this escape from reality :)
In my point of view dy dreaming is something that can in "normal amount" help us to survive. Yes i am a dreamer. But lately i havent been day dreaming much, soo i noticed im missing my little moments when i can imagine the world in different colours :)
Ok so day dreaming is one thing when we can be wherever we want to be. Is something we should learn from. I think is process in which we can really grow. Today morning i decide i will go to gym without my tablet so while doing cardio i can "dream". And the time just went by soo fast. I was dreaming. And the dreams were nice, and i will make my day dreams into reality. Of course a lot of dreams we can not really turn into reality but still, if we dont believe we can not turn anything into reality. Soo my blog is trying to encourage you to dream. Day dreaming is not a bad thing. If we are able to learn from it. I dont like the idea when the kids that are called dreamers are normally pushed into edge of society, saying this kids are weird so introvert and  similar things. I used to work with different kids and i need to say that this kids even they can not always show they are full of life. They are afraid to tell and show what they are dreaming just because they feel they wont get any support and understanding. This message is for all of us. To open our minds and to start believe and to dream. There is so many ppl outside somewhere all around the world who dream and they are not shame to share.
I will share piece of my day dreams from summer for the end. My day dreams that i will turn them into reality soon :P
When i got the msg i was choosen (ok, off topic i was just playing table tennis with 7 year old girl, omg she plays soo good, but yes she was afraid to try to play before, but i guess now i have table tennis partner for some time :D ) ok so back to my summer day dreaming....yes i got the msg i will work in Finland next year i got the crazy idea i should go there with car. Its just 2500km one way, not that bad since i used to drive a lot and i love to drive. But then all this you are crazy u wont make its too far its to dangerous advices start to circle my minds...and yes i was crazy i started to think ok i wont make, forget about the idea and just bought plane tickets...One week ago (im living in Finland for 5 months now) i started to dream again. It was just that moment when i realized i was thinking to much and doing to little. The moment i realized i was believing into others and encouraging other, that at some point i forgot about myself. Last months i wasnt dreaming that much, maybe because reality was too good  at some moments? Maybe. But still there is this little girl inside of me, who reminds me : "hey petra its time to dream again" and i replied, yes and its also time to do something about it :) hmm as i probably mentioned in my previous blogs i dream big. Kinda...but still sometimes i dont believe enough...learning is a life time process, and im trying not to look for excuses even though sometimes is nice to have one, but still at the end of the day we are alone in our thoughts and thats the time for reflection. My writting is again soo confused but let say the book is on the way and my minds cant stop thinking about my fantasy trip.
The plan is simple! Im going home next week. For two weeks. But i just decided i will stay one week, canceled the fligh back and take my car to travel back to Finland. At this moment i dont care about snow and icy road. I care about what the little kid inside of me is saying. Make memories. Smile and enjoy the road. The road trough Austria, Czech republic, Poland, Lithuania, Litva, Estonia and Finland. and after up north...or down south, or just east to Mongolia or west to the San Francisco...i dont know. Life is full of surprises...being on the road always was my style of life, now when i find the place where i want to live, the place where i feel safe even though here is not much sun i think i made second home. But being on the road, sharing experience and working with all kind of kids will always be big part of me. This is one thing i know for sure. I will grow, i will fly, i will fall still many times but i will continue on my road. For the ones who need this crazy girl on their way to show them they can, this crazy girl that believe even if its not easy.
And my parents doesnt know im coming home (surprise,surprise) soo i will be more than happy if this can stay secret another week :D kiitos

"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."

muri 

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