Terve, hellow, serbus :D
that the titlle sounds bit international or so...well last two weeks in Finland and I am already sad, frustrated etc...actually Finnair reminded me so yesterday by sending me email, to remind me about my flight back home. But the question in my mind last day is - where is my home now?
I need to be honest, to say I feel really down last days. Soo much emotions inside, I cant focus to anything. I dont even know why...
“Home wasn't a set house, or a single town on a map. It was wherever the people who loved you were, whenever you were together. Not a place, but a moment, and then another, building on each other like bricks to create a solid shelter that you take with you for your entire life, wherever you may go.” (this quote can describe how I feel at particular moment)
It has been a while since I have been writting my blog. Well even thou writting is still my favourite hobby, last few weeks has been hectic at all levels :D not that i am complaining, but i needed to put my life in order somehow (I didnt manage at all), meaning I prepared dispozition of my master thesis and finally decided I want to stay in Finland, like forever :D
The work here was simply amazing. I have learned soo much. And I know I have soo much to share with other people, in my case kids and youngsters. I want to do this forever, and this is how I will grow as a person ever single day. (I love to smile) :P
I was looking and searching for internships and similar projects, to stay another year, and really learn the language and find a dream job :) that I have now, but july is dangerously approaching and my EVS is ending. But hey, every ending has new begging so, Suomi get ready :) or should I say Petra get ready?
I dont want to say goodbye to any of amazing person I have met here. Really. And I wont, but even if I do so, my goodbye will mean see you soon. Same it went with my family and closest people when I left Slovenia in august. (Well lets forget about crying like a little baby at the airport) but well at least I have learned what my mother said, being far away will also show who are people who are meant to be in your life, the real people.
Lately i have been thinking a lot about different relationships we have in life. Why? I dont even know why, but i found out some facts, funny, sad and real. As human being in society, we all have some relationships (well im not saying it goes for all people same, but for some) normally first relationship we build with our family. Myb for majority is also the most important, because of reason that is first. Well also a lot of insecurities and traumas came from this very first relationship, but also our strenghts and advantages can be build based on family relationship. For me it goes both way, well now when im getting old I can easily find more positive things out of every relationship I have had in life.
After 10 months being away from all daily relationships I normally have with my friends and family, i have changed to be honest. My thinking have changed. Some of my relationships also changed. But i have learned a lot.
And even thou I feel like writting whole night tonight, I will put just few words, that made my life amazing. And I will always be proud of myself i took risk and do this voluntary year abroad in foreing land (I know some think is not big deal for me because of travelling around the world before, but it was, really big, cause this was living away, what is totally different from travelling).
Nina CPM and Janne, my bosses, better say my mentors, my teachers...not just about work, but about life. Thank you is myb to little, but what can I say, you have changed my life.Thank you for opportunity and for believing in me :)
Mom, dad, granda and my bro...well thank you for all support. See you soon, better prepare my favourite food ;)
Friends for life. Kristijan,Nina,Sara,Miha,MatejŠ,Ines,Polonca,Polonca,Magda,skoraj poročena Jana in Jure...they were ups and downs, but u were there right when and needed u the most :)
Finnish rainbow. All amazing people I have meet. All kids and youngsters I was working with. All work collegues. All friends (after this time I can really call some people here friends, saying me who has trust issues...yes saying me) and also that special person I share sth special with <3
all moments we spent together - btw u all own a visit in sLOVEnia at some point :D so you can try maami and all our delicious food :P haha
And Finland itself. Snow and dark. Rain and too much light at some point. Bad roads and good educational system. Shy and nahttps://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=3681175955086302204#editor/target=post;postID=8963152194833074314ked people. Expensive alcohol. Weird food habits. Saunas. Forests. Sometimes in the middle of the nowhere, but in my heart.
that the titlle sounds bit international or so...well last two weeks in Finland and I am already sad, frustrated etc...actually Finnair reminded me so yesterday by sending me email, to remind me about my flight back home. But the question in my mind last day is - where is my home now?
I need to be honest, to say I feel really down last days. Soo much emotions inside, I cant focus to anything. I dont even know why...
“Home wasn't a set house, or a single town on a map. It was wherever the people who loved you were, whenever you were together. Not a place, but a moment, and then another, building on each other like bricks to create a solid shelter that you take with you for your entire life, wherever you may go.” (this quote can describe how I feel at particular moment)
It has been a while since I have been writting my blog. Well even thou writting is still my favourite hobby, last few weeks has been hectic at all levels :D not that i am complaining, but i needed to put my life in order somehow (I didnt manage at all), meaning I prepared dispozition of my master thesis and finally decided I want to stay in Finland, like forever :D
The work here was simply amazing. I have learned soo much. And I know I have soo much to share with other people, in my case kids and youngsters. I want to do this forever, and this is how I will grow as a person ever single day. (I love to smile) :P
I was looking and searching for internships and similar projects, to stay another year, and really learn the language and find a dream job :) that I have now, but july is dangerously approaching and my EVS is ending. But hey, every ending has new begging so, Suomi get ready :) or should I say Petra get ready?
I dont want to say goodbye to any of amazing person I have met here. Really. And I wont, but even if I do so, my goodbye will mean see you soon. Same it went with my family and closest people when I left Slovenia in august. (Well lets forget about crying like a little baby at the airport) but well at least I have learned what my mother said, being far away will also show who are people who are meant to be in your life, the real people.
Lately i have been thinking a lot about different relationships we have in life. Why? I dont even know why, but i found out some facts, funny, sad and real. As human being in society, we all have some relationships (well im not saying it goes for all people same, but for some) normally first relationship we build with our family. Myb for majority is also the most important, because of reason that is first. Well also a lot of insecurities and traumas came from this very first relationship, but also our strenghts and advantages can be build based on family relationship. For me it goes both way, well now when im getting old I can easily find more positive things out of every relationship I have had in life.
After 10 months being away from all daily relationships I normally have with my friends and family, i have changed to be honest. My thinking have changed. Some of my relationships also changed. But i have learned a lot.
And even thou I feel like writting whole night tonight, I will put just few words, that made my life amazing. And I will always be proud of myself i took risk and do this voluntary year abroad in foreing land (I know some think is not big deal for me because of travelling around the world before, but it was, really big, cause this was living away, what is totally different from travelling).
Nina CPM and Janne, my bosses, better say my mentors, my teachers...not just about work, but about life. Thank you is myb to little, but what can I say, you have changed my life.Thank you for opportunity and for believing in me :)
Mom, dad, granda and my bro...well thank you for all support. See you soon, better prepare my favourite food ;)
Friends for life. Kristijan,Nina,Sara,Miha,MatejŠ,Ines,Polonca,Polonca,Magda,skoraj poročena Jana in Jure...they were ups and downs, but u were there right when and needed u the most :)
Finnish rainbow. All amazing people I have meet. All kids and youngsters I was working with. All work collegues. All friends (after this time I can really call some people here friends, saying me who has trust issues...yes saying me) and also that special person I share sth special with <3
all moments we spent together - btw u all own a visit in sLOVEnia at some point :D so you can try maami and all our delicious food :P haha
And Finland itself. Snow and dark. Rain and too much light at some point. Bad roads and good educational system. Shy and nahttps://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=3681175955086302204#editor/target=post;postID=8963152194833074314ked people. Expensive alcohol. Weird food habits. Saunas. Forests. Sometimes in the middle of the nowhere, but in my heart.
View from Neulamaki tower - 10 minutes walk from my place :)
Kiss for all of u, who believe in me :)
